LIFE

LIFE Jan 2007

At times you are completely numb with pain. May be it does not pain any more as the pain threshold is higher! Or it is just that you are totally exasperated or exhausted and it simply does not matter. You mature out or grow up to understand the futility of reacting to situations, as it is something that is predestined, and even if it is your own life so to say you actually have no control over the things. They just happen and you simply try to react smartly, try to keep your cool and look composed, poised..........as if taking things in your stride! Is it true or fake?

I feel everybody at one stage in life has to learn from the various erratic experiences and realize that you still are an amateur artist and need to perform better!

The roles that the artists play are mostly well defined and there is a director to tell them if their performance on a given day was good or bad and they also get a chance to improvise the next time they perform. We have to go on without a chance and be perfect without a rehearsal. The price for the artist is only monetary if they fail miserably. Human beings pay a heavy price in actual life if they fail. The reasons for failure differ from person to person. Price could be social, personal, emotional, psychological or monetary. It could also be a combination of all in the worst scenario!
I do not understand what to expect from life! It sometimes is better not to expect anything! Life has in store the best of surprises and worst of shocks and it comes to you when you expect it the least.